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    <title>hope in the dark</title>
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    <description>yosi+kape=pasma</description>
    <lastBuildDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 21:20:00 PDT</lastBuildDate>
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    <copyright>Copyright 2008.</copyright>
    <category>Writing</category>
    <category>Poetry</category>
    <category>Art</category>
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      <title>my muse</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html</link>
      <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 14:46:49 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>you are my muse... i cannot deny it even if i try to.  there's a lot of things that i have to write that i cannot write without thinking about you.  you make me write.  i don't know why.  does this mean that i am falling all over again?  i don't want to think so.  all those years of grief that i have gone over would only come back.  i'm tired of the pain, the longing for being with you.  that's why i don't want to think that i'm falling for you once more.

it's just that lately everything that's happening to me leads back to you.  and i just have to keep writing everything else that comes to... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63</comments>
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      <title>bakit</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jan 2008 14:39:13 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>bakit ba hindi ako nagsasawa
sa aking pangangamusta?
gayong paulit-ulit mo naman
akong tinatabla?

tanggap ko naman ang lahat
at ngayon, ako ma'y malaya na
pero bakit di mapigil ang sarili
at inaalala ka palagi?

sana natuturuan ang alaala
na huwag kang alalahanin
sana natuturuan ang isip
na huwag kang isipin.

pero ano ang magagawa?
heto ako't naghihimutok,
alam namang walang mapapala
pero heto't nakatunganga...

nag-iisip ng paraan 
kung paano kitang kakausapin
nag-iisip ng daan 
kung sa'n ka hahagilapin.

hindi ako natatahimik.
pero mabuti na rin siguro'ng ganito
ang tanong ko lang ay... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62</comments>
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      <title>bangs</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/61.html</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 23:47:51 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Gandang-ganda ako kay KC Concepcion.  Napaka-refreshing ng face nya, lalo pa't ang personalidad nya ay iba ang dating.  Kaya tulad ng ibang fans nya, ninanais kong ihalintulad ang sarili sa kanya, kahit man lang sa pananamit at pananaw...dahil nga naman, sa tulad kong hindi nabiyayaan ng kagandahang pang-artista at buhay-mayaman, tama na ang tanawin ang mga gaya ni KC at gayahin ang magandang katangiang maaring mapulot sa kanila.
Noong nakaraang linggo, nag-bonding kaming mag-utol sa salon.  Mahaba na raw ang buhok nya, kaya kelangan nang magpagupit, bawal daw kasi sa trabaho niya na mahaba... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=61</comments>
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    <item>
      <title>pagod</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/60.html</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:49:11 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Pagod na ako
 sa kakaisip kung ano ang
 tumatakbo sa isip mo.
Pagod na ako
 sa kakahabol sa iyong
 patuloy na pagtakbo papalayo.
Pagod na ako 
 sa mga pangungusap mong
 daig pa ang 'rosetta stone'.
Pagod na ako
 sa pag-aalala kung
 ikaw ba ay masaya.
Pagod na ako
 sa paghahanap ng paraan upang
 masigurong masaya ka nga.
Pagod na ako
 sa pagpapanggap na ako man
 ay masigla at matapang.
Pagod na ako
 sa kakagawa ng paraan upang
 ako ay iyong maintindihan.
Pagod na ako
 sa lahat ng ito . . . 
 at iba pa.
Pagod na ako
 ikaw?
 Sana.</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=60</comments>
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      <title>Golden</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/59.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2007 15:43:54 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>There was a bombing incident at Glorietta 2, Makti last Friday.  Just this morning, there was a fire in Glorietta 4.  Whether these incidents are connected or not, I remember the hurt people - many innocent lives who had to be sacrificed just because of a selfish few.  And I remember Golden Monzon, a friend way back in college.
Golden was a victim of a ridiculous act - a grenade was thrown at his group while they were on their way home. One of them died, while Golden had to let go of an eye and his two legs.  That was a frustrating event for me because I saw how active Golden was.  He was an... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=59</comments>
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      <title>Gigil</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/57.html</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:06:27 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>kagabi lang kinakausap kita
sabi mo wala na tayong pag-asa
mula sa pagkakalugmok sa lusak 
at paggpapagamit sa demonyong
niyakap ng ating sistema
. . . ng ating sistema.

sabi mo pa, mabuti't ikaw ay nakalaya na
dahil andyan ka sa iyong kinalalagyan.
wika ko pa, wag ka namang ganun mag-isip,
dahil ilang milyon pa ang naiwan dito
na pinipilit isakatotohanan ang mga pangarap
. . . kagaya ng nakamit mo.

wala kang mapapala dito, 'kamo
kaya ka nandiyan at naninilbihan.
mag-isang namumuhay sa banyagang bansa
at kumikita ng di kayang kitain dito.
malayo sa pamilya binubusog ng pinagpaguran mo.
.... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=57</comments>
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    <item>
      <title>inday</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/56.html</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 17:33:18 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I am not really a a worshipper of SMS messaging.  I find the medium as a means of formal communications, that is - to text when the need arises.  I seldom avail of the &quot;unlimited texting&quot; promos of my service provider, and when I do, it's for long discussions due to important reasons.  I don't pass around messages, and i don't read those &quot;kulitexts&quot; that I get regularly from friends.  The only chance that I get to read them is when my inbox is full already (courtesy of &quot;unlimited text&quot; fanatics-contacts).  
I browse through some interesting quotes and jokes before deleting them forever. ... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=56</comments>
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    <item>
      <title>WOW PILIPINAS!</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/55.html</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 13:57:35 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Marami na rin pala akong mga napuntahang lugar dito sa Pilipinas.  Noong kaarawan ko, naisip kong ilista ang lahat ng naalala kong mga lugar.  Dangkasi'y lagi akong walang dalang kamera, kaya tuloy wala akong pruweba para maipagmalaking marami na nga akong napuntahang lugar.  Hindi ko rin maalala ang lahat, pero sa mga naalala ko, umabot ako sa limampu.  
Ako naman ay nagpapasalamat din dahil nakapaglakbay na ako sa lupa, karagatan at himpapawid: bus, barko at eroplano.  Pero, may mga nais pa kong sakyan tulad ng tren (RnR), cruiser, at C-130.
Mabalik ako sa listahan... Naging batayan ko sa... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=55</comments>
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    <item>
      <title>muerte de recuerdo</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/54.html</link>
      <pubDate>Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:03:43 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Sometimes we remember things even if we don't want to. Like thunderclaps in the midst of meditative silence. Or lightning bolts amidst the darkness. Or an icy chill in the middle of summer.  Sometimes we wish those things never happened, as we blink repeatedly or slap our cheeks just to make them go away. Yet they keep coming back - no matter how deep we've buried them in the past.
Then we think that maybe we haven't dug deep enough. So we dig deeper and soil ourselves with that same dirt we're trying to get off our skin, our mind, our life.
Then maybe, we just have to stop digging the... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=54</comments>
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    <item>
      <title>bloggin' n' hoppin'</title>
      <link>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/archive/52.html</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:19:20 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>the thing about blog-hopping is that i tend to browse a blogger's pages 'til his or her first blog post.  so that my eyes hurt, my head aches that i cannot post anything in my own blog anymore.  to make my posting even more difficult and impossible is my tendency to adopt, absorb, empathize, whatever you call it - the blogger's style and thoughts.
i say to myself, &quot;my! he/ she writes so naturally funny and smart and well and good and so on and so forth&quot; - so that when i finally face my own blog's &quot;create an entry&quot; page, i am mesmerized, conscious of my self-worth and actually mind-floating. ... (more)</description>
      <comments>http://mayumiguerrero.blogdrive.com/comments?id=52</comments>
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